Unconditional

Love…You ever love someone that doesn’t, didn’t love you?  If you are comletely blessed you have no idea of the emotion of what I write.  Often people fall in love with the moment. With where they are, with what they believe they need, what they are mssing; love.

Step back before you step forward; do you feel fear?  Are you suddenly overwhelmed with emotion?

It is not love; it is the moment that you are standing in…a feeling over everything…a feeling of being complete..a feeling…want; desire; yearning purpose; life…

Step back; wait; feel; wait some more; ask yourself why?   Why?  What’s got me feeling this way?  My current situation?  My past?  What I believe I need, want in my future?

wait…

Step back; ask yourself, “Why?”  Look for the truth of the matter.

Is this what “I” want, need, dream of, desire?  Is this a quick fix?”  Will I feel this way later?”  “Will this grow?”  “Why is my heart feeling this way?”  “Is it my heart at at all?”

Will we wake up in 4 months and realize this is not love?  Will we wake up?  When this comes full circle will either one of us realize this is not love?

Do not move quickly, do not move on what you are feeling in the momet…move to the drummer inside you, realize the difference in your personal drummer, the other’s drummer, life’s drummer…find your voice.

Live through your drummer….your’s is not what you think you hear, not what someone else hears…

Feel your drummer..actually feel it.

 

 

 

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2 thoughts on “Unconditional

  1. WOW! First I have to tell you that I read all your blogs (I get email alerts when there’s a new one). I always enjoy them but this one compelled me to comment because it speaks so much truth to me, truth I wish the majority had an inkling of for the world would be a saner safer place to live in and little children would grow up to be well adjusted adults if they could be taught it. Alas this wisdom came late for me with life experience as my teacher. Better late than never! You must have been passionate while writing this, look at all the typos! Lol love you!

    1. LOL! Yes, written with passion! I fixed the typo’s. Funny when I woke at 3 this morning, I thought about deleting it. Then I saw your comment. Life can be a painful teacher. I am grateful that you take the time to read what I write; that saying, “It is better to have loved and lost than not to have loved at all.” That is a bull shit statement; many of us tire of trying to heal from loving another. As I age I realize more and more just how messed up people are. As the earth moves, technology increases, greed increases, all about me increases, I realize most of us will never know unconditional love. I love you Lynnette without condition!

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