Wonderful happenings

I BELIEVE something wonderful is about to happen!

Safari for the Soul

Jan Boal

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Oscar McClure, Doonie

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Oscar McClure

The fall

Have you every fallen, and the impact not hurt?

Nope; me either.

Some falls hurt less than others.

Sometimes we can break the fall,

Sometimes we brace ourselves for the fall.

Sometimes we can roll on the impact…it still hurts.

Some falls will have you laying in the rocks unable to move for a moment easing self up, shaking inside.

Other falls allow us to jump up survey the damage, brush self off and keep moving, yes.

Feeling the pain, seeing the scars, watching the blood drip; the soreness, the hurt the morning after.

Why the fuck would you fall in love when you can walk into it?

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Dentist visit

After my dentist looked at my x-rays he began to tell me what his plan of action is to fix the problem. I said, “I appreciate all that you are going to do; however, do not put anything in my mouth that is going to affect my oral skills.”

Remaining quiet does not

mean I have nothing to say.

It means I do not feel you are ready to feel my thoughts.

I am selfish, yes.

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I have lied, cheated, stole, and killed

Know what you need to know about me.

I have lied.  I have been lied on–learned early that lies hurt.

I have stolen; not because I had to but because I wanted to know I would not be caught.  Did it twice to make sure.  Took it back–put it back.

I have cheated. I have been cheated on.  I learned the pain I inflicted was cruel.

I committed murder too.  Yes I did.  It was inconvenient to my life otherwise.

Know what you need to know about me.

I tried to bust Hell wide open, more than once.  When I walked into a church the walls bled.

You are going to hear many things about me.  A lot of it is true. 

You want to know me, ask me.

“You want to know me?” “Really?”

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“We going to get to know each other in here tonight.”  Gladys Knight said that a few times during her performance.  She has an amazing energy amazing story.  I drift off my…

I say that to say, I cannot afford a shrink so I shall take my pen to hand and then my finger tip’s to keys.  Sometimes a life story, sometimes a passing thought.   Other times I will share a current life event.  A subway ride, perhaps.  Going to spend time in the present, time in the past, time in the present.

Did I mention I live in New York?  Brooklyn, New York.  Yes, a Ohioan in New York.   In a few months I will be a true New Yorker.  Three years allows me to say, I am a New Yorker.

Things happen.  I need to unload, unburden, un care.